Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I Just Want To Be Me

You think that they'll always be there
Through it all.
But you can't always rely on them
To catch you when you fall.

Sometimes you find yourself
Lost in the crowd.
Doing all that you can
But never making them proud.

You follow each step
That everyone takes-
You're living your life for them,
But as a fake.

They lie to you,
You lie to them.
When will you realize,
You can do whatever you want to do?

When you finally stand up,
You find yourself pushed back down.
And you're left all alone,
With nothing but a frown.

Nobody cares
About what you have to say,
In this life,
It only goes their way.

Nobody cares,
What you want to do.
For they rule everyone,
including you.

Nobody knows what it's
like,
To sit alone at home and be
alone tonight.
And nobody know what
it's like,
To never have anything ever go right.

But young girl, stop your crying,
Stop all your tears.
No one can help you,
You just have to get over your fears.

Stand up to those,
Who put pressure on you.
Let them know what it is
That you want to do.

If they laugh,
Then you laugh, too.
If they point,
Just point back at you.

Let them know you're sick
Of always following them around,
That you don't want to be,
Just another background sound.

You'll feel so much better,
After conquering your fear.
But you'll still be looking,
For someone to be near.

Someone will come,
They eventually do.
'Cause after you stood up,
They'll be looking up to you.

Just take a lesson from this.
Never let anyone tell you how to live your life,
Or who you should be.
Just smile and say back to them,
"I just want to be me."

-Lim Yimei

Left Behind

A beautiful girl sits at the computer
and stares.
Waiting by herself for someone to care.
No messages pop up, no one calls her
phone,
Life passes her by as she sits home alone.

Her heart hurts with emptiness, there's nothing inside.
She just needs a friend in whom she can confide.
She wishes things were different, the way they used to be,
When she mattered to people, or so it seemed.

Those people she thought would be her best friends forever?
At the first sign of change did what they said they would never.
They found new friends and didn't need her anymore.
But change is change-all is fair in love and war.

She still loves them now even if they're gone,
It's a shame she's the only one who
wasn't able to move on.
She can burst any second, the
tears are so hard to fight,
She puts on an act at school and
cries herself to sleep at night.

She's at her lowest point but
refuses to break,
And continues to live the life that's
so ridiculously fake.

She's living in the past, remembering
days full of laughter,
So whatever happened to living
happily ever after?

-Lim Yimei

Silent Scream

Outside, you see me smiling
And floating through each day,
A little tired, a little thin,
But overall, okay.

But you don't hear my anguished
thoughts
Which surface every night.
They plague me, haunt me, torment me
'Till I'm too weak to fight.

And so, next day, I come to
school
With deeply shadowed eyes.
I smile, laugh and speak on
cue,
Living a pack of lies.

A silent scream echoes inside,
Reaction to my lie-
'Till with no warning, it erupts
And I crumble down and cry.

Come find me, help me, make it stop-
No! Keep out, go away!
For if you come, I've no control
Over the words I say.

Can't you hear my silent scream,
Decipher what I hide?
So come and ask me what is wrong,
Come sit down by my side.

If nothing else, then please read
through
This tangled web I weave.
For you are really not the one
I'm trying to deceive.

Help me-I don't know what I want
I've lost my guiding light,
Please hold me, let me cry and say
Somehow, you'll make it right.

Perhaps, deep down, I know what's wrong,
What keeps me up awake.
What is the source of all my tears
And ever-there heartache.

But not yet can I face it,
Or maybe I just won't.
Please, someone, help me understand-
God only knows I don't.

-Lim Yimei

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Just Friends

Here's they story of a girl,
Who learns that no matter how hard you try,
"Friends" means just that.

It all began one normal day,
When everything was fine.
The new guy sat down next to me,
His heart beat close to mine.

We often said "hello" and "hi",
Talked about things so dumb.
I never would have guessed then that
Such good friends we'd become.

Together we talked and laughed,
We knew what the other liked and desired.
He was cool, funny and kind,
And that was everything I admired.

"Friends" a promice was made,
And soon the months passed.
You grew on me, did I grew on you?
Time flew by so fast.

I took the plunge, I held my breath,
I ment those fateful words.
You said, "(2 private 2 type)"
But "no" is what I heard.

My heart was crushed and torn in half,
It was the moment that I'd dreaded.
You left me with no other choice,
So just friends we'll stay instead.

-Lim Yimei

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

-no title-

1st of all i would like 2 wish:
~Happy Birthday My W800i...ur 4years old 2day~

Found a text in a book i tought it was somehow very touching 2 me...

*It is time to move on. I realize I have done the right thing. Although I did not get the response I had hoped for, I have learned an invaluable lesson. You cannot make someone love you, you can only make yourself someone who can be loved.*
...its been a 100 and 18 days since i said my confession...and yet every day has gone by i regreted saying the words tht changed everything...it was last year nov when i 1st felt d feeling...idk what made me do it but i did and i cant change what has been done. Gonna miss him for 2 freaking months...i still hv feelings 4 him...i hv no idea why...maybe its time for me 2 move on...or shuld i hold on 2 d feelings??? Our friendship is close but i know it wont be more than that...were just friends.
Friends.
-Lim Yimei

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

IDANCE CAMPAIGN

WHAT:
DANZITY DANCE HOUSE is organising the
PENANG STATE IDANCE CAMPAIGN 2008 .
This project is endorsed by the Youth & Sports Exco of the Penang State Government and approved by JPN. It's main sponsor is HOTLINK, venue sponsors are NEW WORLD PARK & EAGLEPOINT PENANG...

They believe that this event is a good start to create awareness and promote interest in dancing to the youth of Penang as a healthy activity.So, this year , in August 2008, Danzity Productions will expand this event into the launch of a state level dance campaign called 'I-DANCE'. This campaign's main objective is to echo the promotion of dancing as a healthy pastime to the youth of Penang (as in PSSDC2007)Therefore our target audience are high school and undergraduate students aged 13-25. Participants of other age groups, who are also interested, are most welcomed. (no age limit)

WHY:
The IDANCE Campaign seeks to create awareness amongst the youth on different genres of street dances and to promote interest in dance as a healthy pastime to counter social ills.

WHEN & WHERE:
Classes will be held at NEW WORLD PARK Jalan Burmah Penang every TUESDAY 7:15-8:15pm from August until December 2008.

WHO:
Danzity, PSSDC08, Hotlink, NewWorkPark, Eaglepoint and Red Bull.

HOW:
It had influenced me to start dancing soon...or help out...

iDance Campus Rally in Sri Pelita =)

Ok well 2day started like any other last week of sch...my class was late as usual...and me early lol. The iDance Campus Rally was coming 2day at 9-11am, no ko-k. So it started at 9.30am...cuz d food came late etc la...knowing the 'kids'...d guys from danzity were already here 10mins b4 9am actually. Well we started by giving them our contact info haha then forming 6 lines...my line was luis leading then wilson, cat, celia, me, zh, ben. Did some warm ups first then sean did some intro 2 the basics of hiphop. Thats what we were doing 2day...some basics of hiphop. Personally for me it was fun...but u know la my sch...my friends make me so paiseh nia haha...wanna do also haihh...they make such a big deal about me 'DANCING' lol...celia was d bomb leh...haha...so keng infront of me..i enjoyed myself none d less. Time flew so fast and b4 we knew it, we were warming down...it ended at 10.30am...aiyo why so early?...haha. Offered 2 help them pack up. Special Thanks 2 Sean and d Danzity Crew for coming 2 my sch and teaching us d 'basics of hiphop' hehe.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Looking out for Myself

I wanna tell someone...
...I'm afraid to
Scared for myself...
...trusting no one
Dying inside...
...my heart and my soul
This burden in me...
...hurting me everyday

I wish I could just open up and tell YOU

My life is...
...complicated

*Heavily Broken*

-Lim Yimei

MY concern 4 Her =\

What's on ur mind?
Tell me...im here 2 listen...
Share ur problems with me...
I'll help u ease ur pain and troubles...
If only u open'd up 2 me...
U'll know i'm a friend worth telling...

Worried 4u...
If u ever need 2 talk...
...i'll be here

Jz want u 2 know it =)

-Lim Yimei