This Never ending Nightmare Why doesn't it go away?
The pain and suffering I've inflicted on myself Why don't I stop?
Does the pain Soothe my Ripped Heart?
what does it do? I wonder
Should I Leave this world behind? Stop the Horrible pain in my chest?
Should I Let my heart be Captured? Like a bird only to be ripped apart by a savage beast?
What Should I do?
Could I Let this Pain end? Leaving this Horrible life behind?
I'm alone, no one should shed tears for me if I die. Should they?
Do they Care? Would they mourn?
Or would they Watch and laugh as The knife was raised to this broken heart?
So many questions I have running through my mind? Will they stop?
Will they Take away the pain?
Or will they inflict more? Opening these wounds once again?
Can I say I have a love? Is it safe for me to?
Or will My "love" Shatter My Heart?
I raised the Knife to my torn heart. As the last question raised through my mind.
Will This pain ever end?